甜蜜の爱

♥ Monday, October 31, 2005 ♥

Our song... [[ till the end ]]

All these precious moments,

With you by my side

Must be a gift from heaven,

That's holding me all night

I don't know how I found you,

I'm thankful that I have

Now that I have a love so true,

To hold, to keep, to share

In my heart I can no longer hold inside

All of the love I used to hide

I'll always be with you until the very end

In this world there is no place I'd rather be

You are my life, my soul, my girl

And through it all I know that you're come to see that you're the one till the end

All my friends around me, say you'd be gone too soon

Baby I'm gonna make them see

We've found our way back home

In my heart I can no longer hold inside

All of the love I used to hide

I'll always be with you until the very end

In this world there is no place I'd rather be

You are my life, my soul, my girl

And through it all I know that you come to see that you're the one till the end

We'll always be till the end

[[~`copyright`~ ]]*dis song is from my darling zhong qiang..*((= [[~`copyright`~]] =P

ILove You Baby… 11:51 PM.

♥ Saturday, October 29, 2005 ♥

im sick le..today i've been vomiting the whole day le..eat n vomit.. eat n vomit =(
so i went to see doc..hmph.. really dun like clinic.. the smell of the clinic makes me wana vomit too..den was in the clinic.. i cannt tahan so i went out to vomit into the plastic bag-_-"
haish.. if i recover.. i gonna eat.. ice cream..ice kachang.. ice jelly..and fruits!! love it man!! hmph
darling oso sick..haish.. v worried..really hope he can recover soon..like so xin ku de..='(
heart pain..darling darling..must recover soon ohh!! i really miss u alot.. i feeling better le.. can take care of darling le..muaccks!
whee.. hungry and thirsty.. whole day cannt eat n drink.. haish... sobsob..
missing my dear..today cannt meet him bcus we both sick..=( really miss him alot alot alot!!!!

ILove You Baby… 9:03 PM.

hmm.. i really cant slp.. haish.. so went to download all the new songs..
hmm.. downloaded ashlee simpson's new album, lindsay's new song..R.kelly's new song..ricky martin's new song..david banner's..kayne's...young jeezy's..audioslave's..chris brown's and avenged sevenfold's...
wah.. total more than 20plus songs..
download until tired le..kekes..
okie gonna turn in le.. tml playing basketball with my buddies.. whee... tata

^sha off to slp^
missing my dear..........!!!

ILove You Baby… 12:57 AM.

♥ Friday, October 28, 2005 ♥

='( my dear fall sick le.. im really worried..haish.. see him like tt.. how i wish i could be there for him right now..
i promise i'll take good care of him.. nv let him fall sick le..!!
hao xin tong....=(

SOBSOB!!!!! =(

ILove You Baby… 8:21 PM.

♥ Wednesday, October 26, 2005 ♥

[[For my love, my darling lao gong, zhong qiang...]]

u gave me a love so real,
a love that i tot i would nv have..
when im down, u stood by me and gave me hope
when i lost faith, u were my strength to help me carry on
when i cry.. u were there to put a smile on my face...

u were my eyes when i couldnt see

u were my sunshine tat keeps me warm and brighten up my day

u're like my air, i cant live without you..

u're my everything..

u mean the world to me...

the onli one who can make me smile..
im so blessed to be loved by you..

i trust u totally.. i noe all ur words are true..

looking into ur eyes.. i noe u'll nv lie..

u'll always have dis special place in my heart..always

i'll be there for u.. dis my words i swear to u..

when u breathe i wana be the air for u..

i'll keep to all our promises..

i'll be faithful to only u..

nth is gonna change my love for u..

i noe u're the right one..from the first day i met u..

now we've been tog for 1 mth plus..

all i wana do now..is continue loving u..

continue caring for u..

continue our love..

till the end of time...

i truly love u.. i really do...

From: xiuxuan..

*we'll go through everything tog...i noe our love will be everlasting...*

ILove You Baby… 7:46 PM.

♥ Monday, October 24, 2005 ♥

24oct05
today is a sad sad day ='(
darling's hp dunno wad happen..all he's saved sms-es gt deleted..he's very sad..haish.. but i feel worse..worried bout him..and oso heart ache..he's so restless now..='(
haish..=( my family make my day worse..
* sometimes i hide under my blanket.. cry at nite.. so noone noes im weak and tired inside..i dun wana let them see me crying..im hurt.. yes.. im very hurt.. by everything they do..every words they used on me.. im always in the wrong..yea always me.. and the angel will always be "her"...im sick and tired of all dis.. criticisms..bringing me down..why bring me to dis world n let me have no chance of living..totally ruin all my confident..?
Why can't you just let me do the things I wanna do?? i just wanna be me!! I don't understand why would you wanna bring me down If I'm only having fun.. I wanna live my life!!!(not the way you want me to)
WHY CANT THEY BACK OFF OF ME?? WHY CANT THEY LET ME LIVE??? CAN U PLS RESPECT MY PRIVACY?????!!!!!!!!

ILove You Baby… 10:41 PM.

23oct05-sunday
today woke up very early, went to causeway with jiejie, wendy, mummie n papa..kekes.. went shopping..and bought alot of things..
today my relatives all coming my hse to visit us..hmm busy busy busy..they came here to play mahjong too..kekes..i feel kinda bad bcus im nt really helping kekes..dunno why jus wana rush to meet dear.. and the rest really no mood to do..so many days dint see him..really looking forward to meet dear dear.. i miss him!!(hais..another reason why i no mood bcus of the sushi) hais dun say le..=(
meeting dear dear at cine..we watched the skeleton key..ehh not very scary lehs..kekes..after movie we went to take pic! kekes.. so funny de ((= den after tt went to taka..kekes..taka gt dis sanrio fair..so me n dear went in to look ard..=) den i saw one door knob cover..(my melody de lehs!!) ((= so cute..so i decided to buy for my room..kekes.. but deardear la..so naughty..keep taking out he's wallet wana pay for me.. we always "fight" to pay..kekes.. but i won lehs..! kekes..i dun wan dear dear pay for me.. so i threaten him..i said:" den i dun buy le lo.." i said alot of times den he guai guai le..kekes..so cute..!
den after tt went ard thinking wad to eat for dinner..hmm really dunno..haha..so we went to mos burger..but the sits are mostly occupied.. so i asked dear to ta bao and go other place eat..we eat also must fighting to pay..(= -_- =) haha.. dis time he won.. very naughty lo..not fair lo.. he grabbed my hand so tight..
hmm..whee..really enjoy being with dear dear..so happy de!jus hope can see him often.. i really miss him alot alot alot....!!
hmm im tired le.. turn in le.. nitey...
love qiang forever...

ILove You Baby… 12:36 AM.

♥ Saturday, October 22, 2005 ♥

whee..today is the first nite at my new hse..
hmm..today i so busy packing and unpacking all my things!! kekes..last min den i pack..=p
it took me whole day to jus pack n unpack lehs..-_-" i realise i gt too many things..goshh..my closet oso nt enuff to put my things lo..hmph..kekes..
today i dint go meet deardear..meeting him tml..so many days dint meet my dear le..hmph.. missing him so so much!! yeay!! tml we watching [the skeleton key] horror again.. yeay! haha..we watch horror oso can laugh de..but darling really very cute haha..^-^
yeay parents back with my dinner le..kekes..*hungry*
whee..going nite swimming later..must do some sports le..*fat fat le la* hmph..i gained weight le lehs!! hmph..(0_o)
okieokie..update later..mum mum le.. wohoOOo...
muacckss...
=off to makan=

ILove You Baby… 8:05 PM.

♥ Friday, October 21, 2005 ♥

now in class..jus finish presenting..gosh gosh..today's module really sux..
other teams' presenting, i updating my blog..-_-" the whole class is like so dead..everyone's half dead after doing the stupid problem today..
zohra jus saw im updating the blog too..haha..she's updating her blog also..venting her anger there..kekes..[see.. can u imagine how boring is today's class?!!] ~bored~ ok..tts all for the situation in class..guess by reading all dis will also make u fall aslp..
yeay!! guess wad! im moving to my new hse tml le!!very happy..! cus my "house" now is damn freaky..[dun wana elaborate(^-^)] i really like my new hse now..kinda excited..cus i can decorate my new room!!kees! whee...
its been days.. since i last saw my dear..=( *sobsob*!! tml finally can meet dear dear le..wana pass him smthing! kekes.. *shhh...* =X argh.. hmph.. now i miss him so much..!! (0_o) hmph..! dearr going training soon..*praypray* scared darling's leg pain again..
DEAR..! i miss u so so so so so so so much!!! =P must call me ohh!! ((= xiang ni oH! blehs..

ILove You Baby… 2:28 PM.

♥ Tuesday, October 18, 2005 ♥

17 10 05 monday... happy one month anniversary!!
((= soo soo happy!!!! our first month anniversary!! * xiuxuan love zhong qiang 4ever!*
today i dint go sch..kekes..went to my new hse and then went causeway point to eat lunch with mummie..was really looking forward to meet dear oh!! kekes.. happy happy!!
finally its time for me to meet deardear..((= he was waiting for me at orchard station...yea! saw my dear.. kekes..he look so smart..so good looking..my handsome boy!! hoh darling!!=P kekes..blehs..
den we went to far east to shop and walk ard..kekes..was actually planning to go fareast to take pic de..=) but fareast really alot of ppl..and the machines nt nice de..so we decided to head towards heeren..
the weather was freaking hot and humid..sweating all over..so we went in to paragon for "shelter" kekes..-_-" finally we reached heeren..went to the print club..me and dear always "fight" to pay de..so naughty lo..blehs...!
was in the process of taking pic-_-".. funny!hahaha.. got alot of "shocked" and unprepared poses..i was like laughing & laughing cus really funny.. hoh deardear!! =X after tt.. we were lik walking ard waiting for our movie..[[ Deuce Bigalow ]] kekes.. dis show is very funny! kekes..kept laughing all the way..kekes=) after movie..had our dinner..and then was kinda tired..so we decided to take a cab to woodlands..den darling pass me the "fireworks"..haha.. he's been holding onto it for the whole day..cus he wana me to see at home..when we reached woodlands..AGAIN.. dear..wana pay again lo..hmph!!! then we were like "fighting" and "snatching" to pay again..haha...dear so cute..he holding on to me so i cant move-_-"hahaha..naughty boy!!
i reached home..bathed.. and i opened the "fireworks"..open the letter(so sweet n cute de!)..and the card( very very cute..cus darling draw de!! ahahha) was reading..and i cried.. cus im really really touched..i can really see hw much effort darling put in..and really felt being loved! ((=i love everything in the "fireworks"!! thanks alot darling!!really enjoyed myself today..really so happy.. and hao xin fu! kekes..((=

the pic of my "fireworks" =)
thanks alot darling!!! muacckss...
the sweetest..cutest.. nicest card..ever!!so cute rite??((= sanrio~~ my bad badtz drew for my melody=P hahaa

very special card made by someone very special to me..he have a special place in my heart..

darling u're my everything!! thanks alot..!! i truly love u..whole heartedly..muacckss.. i'll cherish every moment with u..

ILove You Baby… 12:21 AM.

♥ Sunday, October 09, 2005 ♥

08 oct 05 - sat
met dear to watch movie.. " 40 yrs old virgin" we watched 7.45pm slot..while waiting..we went to heeren..den to fareast..den to..lido..to shop..den was at lido's toy department..=P den me n dear were playing with those toy-_-" then got one weird bear..u press the stomach..den when the bear ask u a quest.. u have to reply yes or no..den the bear will react according to ur ans..-_-" lame bear..hahaha.. den dear was like trying to tok to the bear..hahaha..so cute!!
hmm..then its time to go back to cine for our movie.. kekes..hmmm very funny show haha..
Rating: 5 stars *****
after the show..kinda tired after laughing haha.. so took a cab back to woodlands..hmm haven had our dinner..and its kinda late..so we bought burger frm the pasar malam here..haha..den was eating until very dirty..-_-"
kekes.. okie la.. update later.. hafta go out soon.. ((=

xuan love qiang... endless love...

ILove You Baby… 5:52 PM.

my new class.. PN 0205A.. gosh lo.. one word to describe..SUX..
yea.. that's the onli word i can tink of..
lucky i got zohra and smurf.. if nt dead.. i dun wan tok bout my class la.. angry+ frust.. haha..i guess u all noe wad happen la..haha.. cus i've been complaining to u all bout it almost everyday..=P
*for more infomation bout our class PN0205A.. log on to miss zohra's blog..haha...opps* ~lazy la..

see la.. too bored.. so me n zoh took pic in class...

ILove You Baby… 5:07 PM.

♥ Sunday, October 02, 2005 ♥

1 sept 05 -saturday...
((= today..im so happy!! kekes.. me n dear went to zoo!!=P
hmm i meet dear 2pm at woodlands interchange..hmm.. i told dear the bus no. is 962..haha..sorrie dear haha.. wrong info..its 926..haha..so me n dear..waiting for the bus 926..den dear sudd saw the board saying services only on public holiday and sunday..-_-" den we were lik waiting for a bus which will nt come hahaa-_-"

so me n dear took a cab down to the zoo. In the cab, dear..gave me smthing..(smthing which took him the whole day to do..and he skipped he's training bcus of dis..den he kept telling me he go build hse..cus he say surprise cannt tell..hmph) hmm.. in e cab..i opened the box..omg!! im so touched!! dear actually made cookies for me..!! he promised me b4 he'll made tings for me to eat..im so touched..!! and not onli tt..he woke up early in da morning to make sandwiches for me..bacon,ham n egg sandwich..!! dear really got everything prepared..he also brought water bottle n everything..he's bag is like doreamon's pocket..got everyting..haha..im really really so touched!

we reached the zoo..!haha..den went to see animals..n took alot of pics..zoo really got all kinds of monkeys there hahaa..we went to see reptiles..bears..giraffe..elephants..penguin..goat..horse..see almost all the animals in da world-_-" haha...
and also we laughed alot..cus really we got scared alot of times..haha.. opps dun say=X paisei..haha..

hmm..realli had a great time today..so fun!!kekes...((=
*thanks alot dear..muacckss.. really enjoy being with u..everytime we go out sure laugh alot! kekes..and dear..thanks for the cookies and everything u did for me..i'll really cherish every moment with u..*
[[ i love u.. ]]

dis cute little penguin.. keep walking by the glass panel..looking at ppl..soo cute!!!

dis xiao meh meh..it was eating the leaves on the road..soo cute.. !!

lastly..dis is the cookies from my darling!!opps i ate alot le..!=P muacckss..!! love u dear..!!

ILove You Baby… 3:23 PM.

♥ Saturday, October 01, 2005 ♥

30 sept 05- friday
yea!! see the pic?? hmmm tts the names of all of us who went to east coast..!!

suppose to meet liyana at 1pm at parkway parade..but we 1.15pm still waiting for bus at woodlands-_-" but liy oso late la..haha..opps..but cannt blame her..cus she help us checked our class-es!muacckss..happy!! cus almost all of us block N..and me zoh n ruihao same class!!and azzarah oso-_-"

hmm..we walked quite a distance b4 we reached..then we head for Mac to have our lunch..hungry!!haha..eek..haha..got sanrio toy!!so cute..so i decided to buy..but dis week is cinamoroll..haha i wana collect my melody n bad badtz too!!((= after eating we went to rent bike..all of us took bicycles..except kaii..she rented roller blades..

me.. az and liy is like keep competing with each other lo.. we cycled so fast-_-" den left sil and zoh n kaii bhind..so we stopped occasionally.. and took alot of pics..!! so fun!

cycled for almost 2 hrs..our legs are all wobbling..cannt walk properly-_-" haha.. hmm its time..to send azrina home le.. kekes.. so we walked her to the bus stop.. den kaii oso went home le..left 4 of us..hmm..

so we went to marine parade library to slack..eek.. all books lo!!sians.. but hmm of cus we dint go there for books la!! obviously!!hahaha=P we were lik taking pic n toking in the library..ppl studying lo hahaa..

hmm.. after a while we really cannt tahan the quietness in the library..so we went to parkway parade to shop..yea window shop haha..and omg!! parkway gt one new shop.. i really love that shop..haha.. RUSTY!! i love tis brand too!!i wana buy everything there!!((= haha..hmm..roxy..rusty..rip curl..stussy..omg!! hahaa..=P crazy liao..haha..

hmm we went back home kinda early..haha for me la..=P

whole day dint see dear.. realli miss him alot..hmm.. he told me he building hse for me-_-"

::sha..outx::

ILove You Baby… 12:16 AM.