♥ Monday, October 24, 2005 ♥
24oct05
today is a sad sad day ='(
darling's hp dunno wad happen..all he's saved sms-es gt deleted..he's very sad..haish.. but i feel worse..worried bout him..and oso heart ache..he's so restless now..='(
haish..=( my family make my day worse..
* sometimes i hide under my blanket.. cry at nite.. so noone noes im weak and tired inside..i dun wana let them see me crying..im hurt.. yes.. im very hurt.. by everything they do..every words they used on me.. im always in the wrong..yea always me.. and the angel will always be "her"...im sick and tired of all dis.. criticisms..bringing me down..why bring me to dis world n let me have no chance of living..totally ruin all my confident..?
Why can't you just let me do the things I wanna do?? i just wanna be me!! I don't understand why would you wanna bring me down If I'm only having fun.. I wanna live my life!!!(not the way you want me to)
WHY CANT THEY BACK OFF OF ME?? WHY CANT THEY LET ME LIVE??? CAN U PLS RESPECT MY PRIVACY?????!!!!!!!!
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