♥ Thursday, March 09, 2006 ♥
Kekes.. Darling! Lao gong back to blog again le. Sorry.. never blog for the past few weeks. Now got time and got the 'feel' to blog. Yipee!! Holiday le! Finally can meet my darling more often le. Whenever i meet my darling, she'll sure smile to me de. Up till now.. i think she's still a bit shy of lifting up her head lol..she'll jus look at me..then bend her head down a little.. and slowly put some of her falling hairs behind her ear. My darling must be wondering why i noe so much bout her..its becoz....I OBSERVE U! Frm the start till now.. i wanna noe u frm scratch. Until now..i don noe i noe u enough or not. U make me smile.
Whee!! Me and my darling got a new and comfortable place to hang over at. Guess where? My darling's hse. Oophs! Don get the wrong idea everyone..its her hse downstairs.. there one room.. air-conditioned..Whoo-Hoo..wat to say?? Heaven! Lol! If i were to stay at my darling condo there ar.. i wont wanna go out le kekekes.. so nice and gd lo! We watched Guess who and The Longest Yard. Two funny and meaningful movies. *Winks* and.....We're packed wif food!!! Lol.. all the small little tibits. Yummy Yummy! My darling is so naughty sometimes lo.. like to play alot..and ho i don noe wat she'll up to de.. U make me think.
Jus now..erm..was a bit moody. Coz darling told me something ma. To her is ok. To me.. kekes.. i easily get jealous de. So ho.. got a bit fire coming out frm my mouth..but i try my veri best to keep it into my stomach. Then ho after talking to darling.. my stomach 'Chao ta' liao le. Sometimes i was wondering.. do fairytale come true?? Yeah i'm the onli guy who wanna to believe in fairytale. Then i ask my darling..: " Will we last? " Without fail my darling reply..: " Of coz we'll last. " Its true tat it smoothen my heart. But the thing is tat.. we still hav a long route to go. 10 more yrs. I wanted to see the future so much. Will i be with darling?? A football team?? (kidding) Korea? Tour ard the world? Joke and smile like now? Its not tat i don hav faith in this relationship..its tat i'm scared of losing u.
I think alot during the past 2 mths.. i mean the starting 2 mths. Lots of things happened.. And lots of 'guai guai de ren' in a nicer way to say them.. if nt i gt my own way of saying.. but it'll be too uncivilised.. then my darling will come punch me le. I love my darling alot till now. Its true tat i don realli hav faith in myself in the beginning.. coz i'm leaving behind of the shadow of tat 'guy' but now..think no le ba.. As i'm writing this now.. i realli so feel like tearing.. but i hav to hold. I'm nt trying to present myself as a guy tat cries easily.. Its jus tat.. phew.. xiu xuan is still wif me now..
Darling.. as u reading this blog.. don call lao gong.. and say..: " Sa gua.." Coz.. if u do.. i cant control le.. tears will drop..U make me love u.. I love u dear.. Realli hav a gd time wif u today!! Muacks!!
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