♥ Monday, August 14, 2006 ♥
Hello blog.. gd morning =) Hello dear.. i love u.. gd morning too.. =) Hello to me.. I woke up lo.. today i another day le.. nth to do.. so i went browsing again.. Then i suddenly think about it.. during tat time me and my darling went to causeway watch benchwarmers... i didn't cut my hair.. dressing was bit untidy.. then look shag.. I can also understand tat ppl will find me look funny wif tat hairstyle..
Everything in my life change.. after my chicken pox.. gt some scars.. but light de.. but somehow or rather i'm back to my usual look.. My darling has been veri nice and caring towards me.. So touched.. This few days.. suddenly alot of things keep bothering me.. and i don dare to let my baby noe.. she will angry de.. and she will say i still don noe tat she loves me alot.. Yes.. i noe.. i realli noe.. but i'm a bit down.. *Swear to look 1000 times better..*
My life sux.. it changes onli after i met my darling.. It turn beautiful =) She look so matured... but deep inside her.. haa.. kiddy her.. like to play alot.. need to tame her down . Ppl take comments seriously.. and so do i.. After knowing tat i look funny during tat time i didn cut hair.. I went to look into the mirror quite alot of times jus now.. My bro saw.. then he ask.. "why keep looking at mirror?" I reply.."No la.. i scared i look diff.." He answered back.."U still look shuai la.."
All the while.. its onli darling has been picking me up.. again and again.. she dislike me thinking back those things.. wat she wants is now.. as long as we love each other and happy can le.. Sorry dear.. I know its bad of me taking things too seriously.. In this world onli u love me.. Everything seems to dark whenever u nt wif me.. but wif u.. its so diff.. i feel loved.. Darling trust me.. i noe u love me alot alot.. i realli noe.. i understand all the things u do for me.. I love u dear..
Haa.. since when i turn into a blogger?? My dear intoduce it to me... Life is lidat.. ups and down.. and always learn to stand up... pick urself up.. I'av always console my dear when she's down..always trying to pick her up.. Human is all the same.. u helped the one u loved.. but u don noe wat to do to urself... Sometimes i mind my looks so much.. its all becoz i don wan a pretty girl like dar.. match wif a guy like me..
But heaven do by my side sometimes..he gave me the most precious present i ever received.. Its my little angel.. ss.. my dar.. I don noe how she will feel after reading this blog.. angry? Baby don angry k? I never think back.. I love u.. I did noe my dear love me alot..but i still scared tat there are much more looking and better guys outside.. I wan to give her the best i can.. and i realli put in my 100% into doing everything for her..
Life is sweet..
U showed me the way..
U light up the candles...
I followed them...
Finally, I saw my promise land..
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