♥ Tuesday, September 05, 2006 ♥
Hello darling.. hello blog and hello me..=) Yst was nt a gd day. Veri bad.. I veri bad.. i make darling heartbroken.. realli heartbroken.. i feel sad too.. She's so disappointed in me.. she don wan talk to me. =(
I woke up in the morning.. everything seems fine.. but maybe yst said too much things.. feelings different.. nt for the love for darling.. is tat i cant fit into the categories of being a gd bf tat darling always wanted.. I still the same as any other guys outside..=(.. i'm totally bad.. Oh ya this is the second entry i type today.. the first cannt be uploaded and was deleted.. i was veri sad.. i tot its fated.. but hope now can upload..
Darling sld be working now le.. i worried for her.. hmm.. maybe i think i am too possessive le.. until tat she cannt tolerate me and wana a time-out.. I'm sad and worried.. I'll wanna do anything to save this lovely relationship. My darling has been veri gd and faithful.. but its my bad mouth which ruin it.. i'll change. I don wanna tighten her too much.. think she sld be wif her frends more.. she told me she long time never wif frends le..
Now at my desk.. stare blankly on my lappy.. so down.. I called darling jus now.. yeah i miss her.. but jus wanna hear how she talks to me.. Hmm.. nt bad still the same.. =) Now i working and darling is working.. i so worried tat the distance between us will widen.. but i hope nt.. i wan meet darling on Wednesday if she's free.. I promised her alot of things.. i'm trying to do all.. but jus one so impt thing i break it.. 'hurt' i hurt her yst.. damn me..
After work still hav to help my colleague to deliver something.. i don noe how to reject.. i'm blurr.. i don anything ppl tell me to do.. tats me.. but nothing can stop me frm loving darling.. xiu xuan.. I promised my darling tat we'll watch fireworks at Fullerton Hotel.. Now will think of how to repair ur heart...give me time baby.. i love u.. think u wont get to see this entry coz u nt free this few days..
I love dar.. alot alot..
=shang xin de lao po=
+shang ren de lao gong+
bui......=)
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