甜蜜の爱

♥ Monday, February 26, 2007 ♥

Yesterday, i've been so busy making sushi and jelly for darling.. =D cus we are going east coast, PINIC!! hehehe!! And darling made bread+bacon+cabbage+black pepper ham!

We reached east coast about 8pm(quite late) but fun! haha!! darling bought poncho(mat), so we spread it out and have our 爱心晚餐！=）It was really a memorable dinner!!

After eating, we went to the beach, placed our mat on the beach( so sandy) haha!! we build a "dam"(tts wad darling call it) around our mat! so cute!!=D

*darling darling i've enjoyed myself..and really love being with u..so fun!~ lol..did u have fun too?*

i love u so much darling!

-cant wait to meet u again- =)

xuanxuan-]]

ILove You Baby… 5:08 PM.

♥ Sunday, February 25, 2007 ♥

Visited peihua's hse..gambled..and lost all my money..=(
Jus came back home..bathed..i am so tired..but smhow i dun feel like slping..recently have been feeling very down..忽然觉得好寂寞。。好寂寞。。好想找人说话，可是每次只有我一个人。。所以就好想马上，开电脑，把一切的一切都写在这里。。最近的心情不好，有时就不知觉得掉下了眼泪，有时又好想大哭一场，还是大喊大叫。。
是不是人一长大就有很多东西想和烦？今天我们都把我们是20岁的人了，一直挂在嘴里说。。可是我们真的好想还活在中学的日子里，大家还是一样。。都看不出已20了。。回家的路上，我和YY说着，我们真的要20了！时间过得很快很快。。我真的希望一切不会变。。友情，爱情，亲情。。都只能变好而不是坏。20 了，大家都为自己的将来作打算。。有些还要出国留学。。好像一个一个都慢慢要离开一样。。难免也会觉得伤心。。
回家的路上，好静好静，看见好多蟑螂。。虽然很害怕，我还是走了过去，我对自己说，长大了，要靠自己了，不能再依赖别人了。。不会每次都会有人保护你。。我要独立！！最近心事重重的我，不管做什么都好像blurblur的，刚才冲凉还忘了开heater，好冷好冷哦！！~
我看今年真的要去拜拜了！希望今年会越来越好！！

就到此为止了！晚安了！

ILove You Baby… 12:56 AM.

♥ Saturday, February 24, 2007 ♥

我是爱哭鬼！爱哭鬼！

我那么习惯每天有你，

那么喜欢你这样的陪着我！

每天早上都能打电话给你！

我要撒娇撒娇！

我不要没有你的每一天！！

我不要不要！！

好担心，好伤心。。

~爱哭鬼~*炫炫*。。='（

ILove You Baby… 12:47 AM.

♥ Friday, February 23, 2007 ♥

Now its kinda late, and i dun feel like slping.. dear is at albert's hse now..*i am so bored* hehe..he jus msged me saying he's going PES B! I dint reply.. cus i dunno wad to say..mayb i jus cant accept the truth..lol.. or mayb i jus pretend i dint see the mgs??!mayb i am too tired??hahahaaha!! wadever the case is..i am jus a girl who loves avoiding the truth..mayb tt makes me happier for AWHILE?(at least for now..) for now... i dun wana think bout anything..hahaha..!! hahaha.. hahhaa.... -_-"
see why im using blue?becus im feeling BLUE(darkdark blue till it almost becum BLACK!!)??? hahahaha!! ~feel crazy too..!forget it, its all fated! hmph!
Like my favourite song.."When i was just a little girl i asked my mother,what would i be? Will i be pretty, Will i be rich? Here's what she says to me:Que Sera sera WHATEVER WILL BE ,WILL BE!!!THE FUTURE'S NOT FOR US TO SEE..." hmm.. so true enough..mother's right..!! lol.
hmm..darling must be thinking..:" my piggy xuan must be slping now!!tts why nv reply~" LOL. sorry darling!! i haven slp yet!i jus dunno wad to say! i am feeling MIXED FEELINGSSS!! (why am i so emotional recently?) haha!
tml.. we going to visit ph's hse..first time since we noe her..she INVITED us to her hse! has never been to her hse!! tml i gonna enjoy myself!! whee!! enjoy~enjoy~ cus today is a boring day!! lol! recoup back! haha! hmm tml i wana eat eat eat eat more!!!!
alright alright.. i duno wad to say le..hahha!! gonna slp soon le!!!ZzzZz..

*gdnite my dear..miss u so much!!~ meet me soon alright?..*
很想很想很想。。

晚安。。
爱你的~炫炫xuanxuan~

ILove You Baby… 11:25 PM.