It seems like i am having great depression..am i?(but it only happens when i am at home) I am feeling extreme unhappy everyday..(of cus not on days when im out with my boy). Or maybe it's caused by the "super-alot-of-extra-time" i have recently. Yea, i find myself quite contradicting too. When i am in sch, i complained that i need more time to rest, i hate sch, i hate people..and how much i long for holiday..But now when i am having holiday, it seems like i have too much time to spare and that causes me to think too much?!(im not sure whether im thinking too much or it is the fact, but whatever i jus noe i am feeling depress)

So now, surprisingly i took up a job(but for such a fussy me, of cus i wont take up those tiring,boring,lousy,long-hrs,low-pay,low-class,dirty jobs), it a super relax, short-hrs,interesting, reasonable pay, noble job...YES, It's being a TUTOR! Im quite surprise too, that i am a tutor. It's quite enjoyable being a tutor though, but now i know how my teachers "suffered" when teaching me.HAHA.

So how i became a tutor?

It took placed on a bright sunny afternoon, me and mum went to a salon in hougang to have our hair done. I did my rebond & she did her perm. So the auntie who blew my hair for me asked me to teach her daughter. And so..I am a tutor! (im not sure why also, but i jus got myself a job when doing my hair)

The sad thing is i haven got my pay yet but i already gotten my "TO-BUY-LIST" done. Now so broke..after all my online shopping and all that.(im so angry with myself,most of the stuff i bought online i dint wear or use more than 2 times and some still brand new) so now i am trying to sell out those i bought at a cheaper price. I just couldnt resist..

1. Fake eyelashes + glue (wanted to have a even bigger & dramatic eyes) =P
2. More heels to go with different outfit
3. More tops & bottoms
4. A watch...(still searching for a nice one,maybe in white or pink)
5. More accessories.(bangles.earrings.necklaces.bracelets.Belts)
6. Nice.unique.classy bag
7. Eyeliner
8. Eyebrow pencil
9. Nail polishes (in different colors)
10. Go for eye-brow trimming (it's a must!)

1. Fake eyelashes + glue (wanted to have a even bigger & dramatic eyes) =P
2. More heels to go with different outfit ->It's not a need, it's a want.
3. More tops & bottoms ->a nice top for now will do
4. A watch...(still searching for a nice one,maybe in white or pink) -> still searching*
5. More accessories.(bangles.earrings.necklaces.bracelets.Belts) -> Jus bangles & earrings for now
6. Nice.unique.classy bag -> i've got some nice one. so tt will do for nw
7. Eyeliner -> getting it from jiejie
8. Eyebrow pencil
9. Nail polishes (in different colors)
10. Go for eye-brow trimming (it's a must!)

And so in the end.. what's left will be fake eyelashes+glue, get a nice top if possible, bangles & earrings are additional, go for eyebrow trimming as it's getting messier, buy a eyebrow pencil and nail polish (french manicure for now).

All this must be done by this week, as darling's Passing-Out-Parade(P.O.P) on this coming sat. Stressful week haha..and it's our 2-years anniversary and darling is bringing me out to eat. I love eating.. haha..It'll sure be a memorable day.

Loving you.

~Xuanxuan